I will say this... Even as it feels like everyone wants a piece of me right now, I tread lightly. 5 offers as a promoter, PR groups offering services, press kits being made when I say the word, and four states offering tours. Yet, I'm well aware that I should choose wisely, one false step, can collapse a good thing, I'd rather ignore some of it, than have it tarnish a reputation. Money is not the great answer we all want it to be.
That and, my heart just feels weighted. I opened it, just long enough to let it crack. Now all the blood is seeping to the floor, and so much emotion flows with it, quietly, where no one even sees. It might make great artistic material, but fuck, it hurts.

Maybe I should write about something good.

Just for a change of pace, let's try this. There are unbelievable forces pulling me to do great things right now, try as I might, I can't deny their voices. Huge things are unfolding before my eyes, the fruits of my labors are swelling on the vines, an ripe for picking. I'll not waste this moment like so many others, I'll be consumed by it, before I watch it vanish quietly into the night.
Without ruining the ambiguity that is usually this blogs form, I will say I've been approached by people interested in taking my career to new heights. This on the heels of almost giving up.
No one can deny that the newest sing being written tugs at their soul for a moment, hell I tried to deny it, it wrote itself three different ways, with little effort on my part. That's something destined, not to be denied, the whole of it's parts, the entire album is just surrounding it, fermenting it's substance.
Don't let it slip away, ride this one, and see where it leads.

Because it's the right thing to do.

I'm going to fuck up, let something slip away, that could be great for my life. If you think you know what this thing is, let me assure you, you don't. None the less, as great as it'd be for me right now, it wouldn't be so much so for other parties involved.
I'd rather see them happy, than chase some idea of what could fill the void in my life.

It all slips away eventually, it starts with a busy day... Before you know it, it's been weeks. The years erode memories, allowing us to forget, what we once held dear. That's one thing I'd change if I could, but even I succumb to times slow withdrawal. Losing so much that's precious to me by means of circumstance, things that don't even matter in the end, but seem so important in the moment, we willingly sacrifice the only thing that should matter.

xXRx- New Album preview

A critical mind feels the need to define everything, to categorize. Just breath, something's can't be understood until their final chapter, and trying to skip ahead could well cause their undoing.
There ate wonderful things in my world right now, great projects, passions, and amazing people. I need not define all of those, how they will or will not end, but enjoy them for what they are today.
I've never been one to dwell too much on the past, but the future and what it holds has always needed to be known. Yet, I'm here now, yet to ever control any situation through scrutinization. So I breath.
I have plans for tomorrow, and I'm sure they will be most enjoyable, but I'll wait until then to see.

Just testing