After weeks of insomnia I finally got back on medication. After just two days I had a long lucid dream last night. I was dreaming of my aunt and cousins again, at one point I was in a room by myself and I looked at my arms, as soon as I saw my tattoos weren't normal I became lucid. I was on my way to leave the house when I passed my cousin, I stopped, took her in another room. I had my goodbye talk that I never got to have with her, said everything I wanted to, and I let all of the sadness in me go, I cried, then continued with a more normal lucid dream of flying and things of that nature.
The brain works in funny ways, you can achieve more in two minutes in a lucid dream, than you can in weeks of therapy. The conscious mind is stubborn, but the subconscious is open to suggestion. I made peace with my cousins memory, I love her and I miss her, but I've moved on.
Goodbye Amy.
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Hello blog-diary thingy
I've been abusing you as of late... Have you missed me? I'm sorry, we need to hangout more, I've just been busy.
One would assume that I've been up to a lot of nothing, thus the silence, on the contrary I've kept myself quite entertained. Today will be the first day I practice with a new band, should be fun. Photography has been going well, and we are about to amp up the velocity once again. xXRx and the brothers darqly are playing live in march, to support the new xXRx album, darqpress 2 year anniversary, making it a FiXT promotional night, it's going to be at club zeal on tormented Tuesday. It's taking alot of my time to plan, practice, promote, and I still need to put together projection footage. Hopefully tax returns will arrive, and I'll have a new toy on stage :)
I've been off my meds for over three weeks, which isn't fun, but I'm coping. I go see my dr in a little over a week, I'm a bit upset about how my treatment over the last month has digressed.
Going to eureka springs in a few weeks, staying in an old hotel, doing photography, and relaxing in a different city...
Currently setting up photography pricing, since demand has gotten bigger, we are adjusting accordingly. Blah blah blah. I did stuff. Maybe I can sleep now.
One would assume that I've been up to a lot of nothing, thus the silence, on the contrary I've kept myself quite entertained. Today will be the first day I practice with a new band, should be fun. Photography has been going well, and we are about to amp up the velocity once again. xXRx and the brothers darqly are playing live in march, to support the new xXRx album, darqpress 2 year anniversary, making it a FiXT promotional night, it's going to be at club zeal on tormented Tuesday. It's taking alot of my time to plan, practice, promote, and I still need to put together projection footage. Hopefully tax returns will arrive, and I'll have a new toy on stage :)
I've been off my meds for over three weeks, which isn't fun, but I'm coping. I go see my dr in a little over a week, I'm a bit upset about how my treatment over the last month has digressed.
Going to eureka springs in a few weeks, staying in an old hotel, doing photography, and relaxing in a different city...
Currently setting up photography pricing, since demand has gotten bigger, we are adjusting accordingly. Blah blah blah. I did stuff. Maybe I can sleep now.
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