I don't want to:

Give up, because I feel like I have been, consumed with impending doom thoughts, and just let life slip through my fingers.

Give in, thoughts of settling for less than what I actually desire have been on my mind a lot lately. Why should anyone settle? If I know what I want, then that's what I should seek.

Lose sight again so easily. I've been easily distracted from my goals lately, and there has been plenty to be distracted with, but I'd rather be productive than anything right now.

Write anything else here currently, because I have better things to be doing today.