I hate you and yet, I know I'll never manage to get rid of you. Once again I hurt those around me because I act dumb when I get drunk. When I'm sober I feel like no one likes me, people can't enjoy conversation and my anxiety pushes me to drink to loosen up. I hate myself right now. Wish I could at least remember why.
I just wish I was close to someone right now. This fucking blog is the only thing that listens.
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