I attempted suicide last night, I wasn't very successful or I wouldn't be typing this. I'm tired, I'm pretty sure I'll never see my kids again and I've done my best to sever ties with my family. Anything good in my life is outweighed by the neverending anxiety and pain I feel everyday.
I know I'm a talented person, and I'm smart enough to know how stupid suicide is, but what's left in this word for me? Even those that get close, tire quickly of me. Please just let this pain stop. Doctors won't give me the time to listen to how I feel, and mo one cares enough to seek help. I am stuck in my own hell and only know one way out.
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